Where do you go or look for a place in which you can experience some sense of release and orderliness, away from the chaos that sometimes surrounds you? Where can such a place be found?
Well, that depends on where you are in your life. If you believe life is all about you and you making yourself feel happy and you don't have to rely on anyone else for the fulfillment, then you sound like you don't need God. To look at this in another way, you look at yourself and know you are alone without God's calming presence and merciful glory. People of faith can receive consolation and comfort through divine visions of grandeur in worship, praise, and simply being in God's presence.
God graciously grants us courage and insight as we live to His honor and glory each day.